2012- Oh Boy

Was accused of having a bad attitude a mere minutes after midnight but a certain woman that shall not be named gets under my skin so. You should not be receiving from your ex that treats you like hell "love ya and be safe" texts although I must admit this was a big step up from an actual phone call at MIDNIGHT like last year. Still, I raged.

So I resolve to be less involved this year. Her mistakes are her mistakes and I shall laugh them off, not get irriated. What's that quote about holding on to anger is like swallowing poison but expecting to the other person to die? Yeah, I don't want that for me anymore.

My other resolutions are to travel more and kick this cold. Easy.

I struggle on with my dedication to weight watchers. Still learning my willpower. I did not weigh in Fri bc I was nervous as hell. Today I made a HUGE pot of veggie bean soup. I'll get there.

I must appologize to Wendell for being in town and witnessing me in some low points - although I was not the only girl in this house not on my best behavior I am the only adult girl PMSing while with a bad cold...

I'm crossing my fingers to get my July vacation time approved. My plan is to do a road trip w/ Denis to MO via the panhandle and a return to Tampa via TN. I don't feel like flying. I feel like watching the road stretch on behind me and stopping places along the way. I want to swim in the ocean with no cares and hike in the mountains all sandwiched around visiting with family that'll meet Denis for the first time. Unsure if Judie's mom will have her during this time or not but it can be kid friendly if need be. I guess it'll also have to be dog friendly bc of Macy not being able to be babysat by family.